off for a trip to relax myself!

genting highland here i come!! goin wif my frens 2mr for fun,hehe...
i think after all i need is a break tho, i should take a break frm my life and go walk around..
and soon, i'm sure i'll discover lots new things...
being stucked in the present problems isnt da solution..
yeayy, set me free!!!

21.05.2010 (friday) 12.30am

my blog page will be my only faithful partner, who will accompany me day n night from now on..
its been a week, but yet it seems like years of suffer..

im realising something, im changing..
i used to be tough no matter wat prob im facing, but now it seems tat im not..i cant used to be tat strong anymore..
i used to dont care n dont giv a damn wat ppl talks bout me, as long as im happy..but now i do care
i used to hide all my pain n sadness...but now im turning into more n more emotional..
there's a whole lot more of me tat's changing i think..
no way, i dun wanna say goodbye to the old me..
honestly i hate being the present me, im much more happy being the happy go lucky me..
i must and have to find back the real me!

had totally lost faith in love thingy.. extremely disappointed n heart broken, and thus i promise myself will no longer give a damn! ada aku kisah??? i love myself more and i wont let myself hurted again.. dun be shocked when 1day u'll find out tat i dont love u like i do yesterdayss, its all bcoz of u..i hav lost the most important thing in a relationship, that is trust. i duno how to trust u no more..

lets enjoy tis song :
Because I'm a girl

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I Want You So
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

blogger yg fail...

haha i seriously fail as a blogger.. forever wont keep it updated, ngee... evrytime i wanna update it back was already a long time ago haha.. too long i abandoned it, til there's too many story had happened.. duno which to story ady!

erm, make it simple ja.. i've changed a lot and many differences in my life..wats da diff? adalah...haha! lets not talk bout da past...head towards the future~

currently im havin long long sem break, huuhu... im bertekad to go working part time lo! earn some money, n spend it all for holiday ltr! haha.. big holiday need big money..

story again nex time... I LOVE..everyone =) tata....

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2009

14 Sept 2009 (11.00pm)

kellyhiumun waiting to go home!!! in another, few more days hehe..
back to the place where i belong, where i am myself...where i get to enjoy wat im doin..where i get to do all the things tat i love to do~~

Things to do in list :
1. Sing K (is a must)
2. Cinema (if possible watch all the new movie only come back, haha)
3. Clubbing! (i see u in da club~~ miss clubbing so much)
4. Shopping (there's too much in list to buy, $$$ in need!! )
5. Nokia 5800! (which will be my new bf, haha...hope everything will be alrite)
6. Relax my mind (last but not least, just enjoy my holiday :)

Like i said, wats good of local uni is dat damn lots of holidaysss..hehe, raya coming soon! and 1 week break..

kellyhiumun promise to herself dat wats most important now to her is : studies! She wanna prove to all tat she can do it, and well she's tough :) thus, she will leave everything aside, in order to accomplish her goal!

and since Hari Raya is coming on its way, would like to wish all my Malays fren here, enjoy celebrating Raya~~ SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

bye!
kellyhiumun

07.09.2009~ Holiday, again!

so wats gud bout local uni?
damn lots of holidays, haha... yea, its a 1 day off again!
and i have been staying awake whole nite long..
its already 6am now, and yet im still so awake n energetic...maybe i could already wait until the sun rise only i go to bed? haha...

no problem, since 2moro is day off.. lets sleep like dead corpse! Hence, no need to figure wat im gonna do for the rest of the day, sleep! haha..

Arghhh, while im doing my assignment jz now i accidentally knock my glass of water,and...it fell n broke into pieces..haizz, sad no glass use ady! And somemore have to clean up the mess..
Looks like gonna shop for a new glass asap, hehe..

I've realise something tho... something keeps on playing in my mind
I get to know tat its been a long time since I really serious fall in love and into a relationship..
wat i mean here is, i barely can giv all of my heart n soul into a relationship no more..
I dont know why!
I am like dont give a damn bout love thingy, its like watever laaaa....
kellyhiumun feels like she's an idiot, not knowing how to appreciate everything tat she's having right now..
God help me.

byebye. gonna go off and wait for the sunrise? hehe..

kelly. (6.15am)

friday offday!

04.09.2009

yeah, i've been getting used to this ady, at terengganu we're having day off on friday n saturday..
was not so used to it actualy at first..but slowly getting better!!
since today is friday, i've been sleeping for 12 hours n just woke up! haha...imagine half day sleeping, have not been doing this for a long long time..

its the fasting month now for the malays, and i plan to puasa along wif them too, haha after all i get to diet, still a gud thing huh? lolxx..so, Happy Berpuasa to all my malay frens out there..

since i've lost my hp last month, i still haven decided to buy which hp?? argggh, i need some idea ppl! i think i fall in love with 2, Nokia5800 and also Sony W705??? which 1 which 1?? aduiii, so hard to even make a decision, tats me!

alrite, today is holiday just chilling out in my room, calming myself down haha... relaxing!!!
kellyhiumun learns to stand on her own feet~
Hmm, FINAL DESTINATION 4 is finally on screen ady!! arghhhh, i wanted to watch this so so much laaaaa...how????? sad.






hope tat i will get to watch this lo....haiz, wait for me!!

signing off,
kelly.

new life ~ terengganu...

wow, realise that i have abandoned this blog for sumtime tho...haha~

alrite, so currently my life has moved to Terengganu.. im in University Malaysia Terengganu now since...july? so its has been month plus~ ermmm, campus life? not that fun, or maybe its fun but i have not found any member, crazy member tat i used to have.. suddenly i feel like im missing them a lot! and also all those crazy things tat we used to do..


well, nvm..im alrite! im tough, i know.. to all my buddies out there, serious shit i miss u all damn lotz! And, i have an aim here. to explore Terengganu while im here~ muahaha, as this place is still new to me, but i promise it wont be new to me anymore soon~ And next time i will bring along all my buddies here!yeah...

Another aim, is to complete my task of visiting all the states of Malaysia. Now that left only three i've never been to before : that is Kelantan, Sabah, and Sarawak. Hope tat this task will be accomplished for me, hehe..

Okay, some tragic incident happened to me too in the month of August. haha, I lost a sum of money due to my careless mistake. Some bastard stole my money, and also my atm money~~ well, there's nothing i can do already, those bastard have been cursed by me!lolx.. And also i lost my handphone, which is not even 1 year old yet~ huhu, bad luck in the month of August. SO... i have lost all my dearest contact number in the phone. Attention to all the people in my life, kindly send me ur number to me new number okay, 014-9650038. But i will be getting back my old number(016-5538067), not tat soon yet~



This is new me!!! changed new hairstyle~ comment??





Alrite, signing off...
Will write some again next time..
love, Kelly.

hate tis feeling!!!

I hate this feeling at the moment, saying goodbye to 2 of my colleague.
I hate the feeling that not having timmy and eric in the company already,
I really miss the time, when we were still working under 1 team..
The time when we used to keep contact each other during working hour..handphone will ring non stop
And i will tell them wats happening in the office, end up we will talk for non stop..
Miss the time when i will keep ask timmy why no sales, die lo this time..
Miss the time when i will keep ask timmy where are u now?acting like a mother to him..
Miss the time when we were in the office and very bored, the 3 of us will pretend go have meeting in the room..but actually, we were just chatting and laughing inside there
Miss the time when i will receive call from eric or timmy to proceed their order
Miss the time when we will on the music loud and sing, if boss is not around..
Miss the time when i will update them our total sales, and email to them..but now, i cant even get to email them already

If every1 is in the office tat day, we will all go out together for lunch..miss tat kinda feeling
But now only will left few of us together, lack of 2 of them is seriously less fun, especially timmy!
Coz he is the joker, tat will make every1 entertained.. i really miss his presence

I miss all the naughty things tat we all did together, lazy to work and all go to sing K together..
All being afraid that during sing K boss will call, haha..
And everytime go for lunch we dont wish boss to come along with us, we will pakat with many excuse, jz to avoid him follow us haha..

Have been moody lately, to see both of them leaving, realizing that I will not get to see them anymore, its really sad...

I really wish timmy is still here as my supervisor, to guide me while working..
But he had found a new job, and I'm very happy for him too..pray that he will have a better future and all the best to him! I will always miss u and take care always!

I really wish that eric is still here too..He has found a new job too, which has better offer..
Hope his new job will go well for him, happy for him too..Miss having you around me, take care too ya!

It sucks to imagine that i will not get to see both of them anymore..
Anyway, life still have to go on..
Cheer up!~

TO TIMMY & ERIC ,
I wish you two all the best in your future ya..Its great knowing you two,definitely will miss all the time we have together, keep in touch lo..

From : kellyhiumun.