Thursday, May 20, 2010

off for a trip to relax myself!

genting highland here i come!! goin wif my frens 2mr for fun,hehe...
i think after all i need is a break tho, i should take a break frm my life and go walk around..
and soon, i'm sure i'll discover lots new things...
being stucked in the present problems isnt da solution..
yeayy, set me free!!!

21.05.2010 (friday) 12.30am

my blog page will be my only faithful partner, who will accompany me day n night from now on..
its been a week, but yet it seems like years of suffer..

im realising something, im changing..
i used to be tough no matter wat prob im facing, but now it seems tat im not..i cant used to be tat strong anymore..
i used to dont care n dont giv a damn wat ppl talks bout me, as long as im happy..but now i do care
i used to hide all my pain n sadness...but now im turning into more n more emotional..
there's a whole lot more of me tat's changing i think..
no way, i dun wanna say goodbye to the old me..
honestly i hate being the present me, im much more happy being the happy go lucky me..
i must and have to find back the real me!

had totally lost faith in love thingy.. extremely disappointed n heart broken, and thus i promise myself will no longer give a damn! ada aku kisah??? i love myself more and i wont let myself hurted again.. dun be shocked when 1day u'll find out tat i dont love u like i do yesterdayss, its all bcoz of u..i hav lost the most important thing in a relationship, that is trust. i duno how to trust u no more..

lets enjoy tis song :
Because I'm a girl

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I Want You So
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

Sunday, April 25, 2010

blogger yg fail...

haha i seriously fail as a blogger.. forever wont keep it updated, ngee... evrytime i wanna update it back was already a long time ago haha.. too long i abandoned it, til there's too many story had happened.. duno which to story ady!

erm, make it simple ja.. i've changed a lot and many differences in my life..wats da diff? adalah...haha! lets not talk bout da past...head towards the future~

currently im havin long long sem break, huuhu... im bertekad to go working part time lo! earn some money, n spend it all for holiday ltr! haha.. big holiday need big money..

story again nex time... I LOVE..everyone =) tata....